Have not been writing my blog for a long, long time. Not just because there's a lack of inspiration to pen my thoughts; just feeling that many of the normal things that's happening around me seem so meaningless and lacking in depth, that nothing seems worth mentioning.
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Maybe I'm suffering from some kind of mid-life crisis or something. Or perhaps I'm getting tired of my present job, and contemplating a career switch as the sense of restlessness is beginning to get on my nerve. Workload is still pretty heavy, though I wouldn't mind if the challenge and the enthusiasm is there to sustain me; but it looks like I'm fast losing that edge I once had.
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At such a time as this, one strange phenomenon kept surfacing: the song 'Lion Heart' by SMAP seem to play in my mind more often than I care for. I did mention in one of my earlier blog that I'd learnt this song by heart, and could even sing it in my dreams. As the song implied, maybe there's someone I so much wanted to love and protect, but somehow this desire is unfulfilled, or not meant to be in the first place. I think I'm going nuts...
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anata ni ae nakute totemo sabishii
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