Have not been writing my blog for a long, long time. Not just because there's a lack of inspiration to pen my thoughts; just feeling that many of the normal things that's happening around me seem so meaningless and lacking in depth, that nothing seems worth mentioning.
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Maybe I'm suffering from some kind of mid-life crisis or something. Or perhaps I'm getting tired of my present job, and contemplating a career switch as the sense of restlessness is beginning to get on my nerve. Workload is still pretty heavy, though I wouldn't mind if the challenge and the enthusiasm is there to sustain me; but it looks like I'm fast losing that edge I once had.
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At such a time as this, one strange phenomenon kept surfacing: the song 'Lion Heart' by SMAP seem to play in my mind more often than I care for. I did mention in one of my earlier blog that I'd learnt this song by heart, and could even sing it in my dreams. As the song implied, maybe there's someone I so much wanted to love and protect, but somehow this desire is unfulfilled, or not meant to be in the first place. I think I'm going nuts...
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anata ni ae nakute totemo sabishii
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4 comments:
domo arigatou, imotou-san!
Incidentally, this is one of the psalms I've committed to memory. It often comes to mind during times of darkness in my soul.
Still, there is something lacking that pains my heart a great deal...
write your story brother ..it's worth hearing ..a restless career switch crisis story has a lot to offer
understand wat u were going thru...cos me also...at some pt of my life...wish i was there for you...
God has His timing for everything, and you couldn't have come into my life at a better time, ya...?
Kimi o mamoru tame sono tameni umarete kitanda!
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